Trial By Fire or Dark Night of the Soul


  • There’s very little as mentally and emotionally taxing as being worried about money. So how do you release the anxiety and let money flow?

    Manifestation practice teaches us that the way to allow the money you’ve manifested is to relax. But when you’re stressed out about money, it’s difficult to relax. In fact when you're worried about money, it's often all you can think about.

    It consumes every single thought and becomes a filter through which you see the world. This horrible, heavy emotional feeling settles over your body. You feel heavy, tired and demotivated. You battle to focus or think.

    That last one is really the crux of the matter isn't it? When you battle to focus or think, you often can't create the movement you need to get you out of the money crisis.

  • In spirituality and personal development, we’re often told to surrender to and accept an issue or situation – but where and how do you begin to surrender to and accept situations in life?

  • How to understand my higher level posts

    When you're reading these posts, you're reaching to a higher level resonance.

    Try this: while you're reading, scribble down your thoughts one at a time as they happen.

    • Then keep adding thoughts for the next 72 hours.
    • Then come back and read the piece again. Watch how your understanding has grown, you'll actively notice it.
  • How to use your dating experiences to help you shift faster!

    This is a simplified version of mirrors, and explains it in a dating context.

    If the next person you meet resonates at the same energy level as the last person, because you stay the same, then you can use the experience to release mirrors.

    Now a bad date becomes a shift instead of a waste of your time... and dropping the mirror (getting the lesson), means that you attract a different person for the next date, giving you a better chance of finding love.

  • Being back in 3D world with my new awareness and insight has made seeing the stuff easier to do, and it turns the world on its head from what I used to see years ago... but it doesn't make humans easier to deal with.

    In fact it makes it a little harder. With the amount we've changed and grown over the past few years, I think the thing probably driving me the most crazy is how resistant to change they are - and how much they want to stay stuck.

  • I need to feel better BEFORE I carry on doing the work… this is a lie!

    "I’m feeling overwhelmed - I’ll do the work when I’m settled.”

    “It’s all too much for me - I need to take a break.”

    If I had a penny for every time I’ve heard this, I’d be a wealthy woman ;)

    The saddest part? This is EXACTLY why your spiritual journey keeps stalling.

    When it gets crazy hectic it’s NOT a sign to slow down - it’s sign for you to speed up, because the shift is at its peak, and the stuff is ready to release.

  • Jesus & God - Buddha & God

    There’s a vision They keep showing me – Jesus in the garden of Gethsemane.

    In that parable, story, recount, whatever you want to call it, Jesus prays to God. He doesn’t have a dialogue with God, God doesn’t appear in a burning bush, or holographically project himself… Jesus prays.

    The whole thing is a monologue of Jesus’s experience and prayer.

  • Lightworker Reality Check - So you think you’re the Messiah?

    I’ve pondered for a while about writing this piece, because oh wow, I don’t feel like the bristling egos that will feel the need to confront me, because obviously I was talking about them in the article.

    So let’s put that one to rest straight away… this is about MANY of the people I’ve dealt with over the past few years, as well as a retrospective on my own journey.

    For me, the pull to be the Messiah started in my single digit years. Since I woke up at age of 4 (1982), I have known every day that I am preparing for a big spiritual role.

  • One trend that I have noticed among many of the light workers is how many of us have been through sexual abuse or have a dark sexual history or have worked in the sex industry.

    My own story mirrors exactly that: abused by a family member, which I took a lot of the personal guilt for, landed up working as a prostitute for a short while and then a stripper for a much longer while, have been through abuse and rape, abusive and controlling relationships and I landed up in BDSM.

  • Manifestation, Allowing & Instructions that Serve your own Ego Desires

    As we've said, this is FINALLY the shift of turnarounds, lol, and this aspect is no different.

    We often chat about money and manifestation and how we don't feel comfortable with it and that blocks us.

    It's the lesson of you serve God or God serves you - at a point you get told, quite firmly, that God is NOT your servant.

    It will come as a surprise when it happens I promise.

  • When you manifest consciously (Law of Attraction), it DESTROYS YOUR FUTURE ABILITY to manifest and perform miracles.

    MUST READ PIECE - EGO, MANIFESTATION, WHAT THE SHIFT IS

  • "Many are called but few are chosen"...should be, "All are called but few choose to listen." Therefore, they do not choose right. The "chosen ones" are merely those who choose right sooner.

    - A Course in Miracles

  • Massaging Your Lymph for Easier Shifting & Weight Loss

    How & why you should massage your stomach and lymph daily

    So when I first sit down with a client, I usually ask them if they know what to expect from shifting and healing. For the most part, the answer is no.

    In a nutshell, what you need to know about shifting and healing is that it utilizes the natural processes that already exist in your body - so when stuff is released it goes into your lymph, excretory system, sweat etc.

  • Messianic Lessons

  • My mind holds only what I think with God - A Course in Miracles

    At a certain stage of the journey, probably a few times over, you will have the following question: what comes from God or Source, and what is my own ego talking?

    The answer to that question is “my mind HOLDS only what I think with God”. The key word there is HOLDS.

  • Messianic Lessons

    You serve God or God serves you... this is the theme of Messianic Lessons right now, and it all links back to free will.

  • The ego trap of special relationships contains, as a presupposition, the concept that you can have a shared life or experience with anybody.

    This is an outright lie.

  • I often caution you guys not to act immediately, because it's usually the best option.

    When you are shifting, your body uses the same mechanisms as it does for memory and emotion. So when an emotion or experience is releasing in a shift, you'll often feel it as if it is in the now.

    But it's not reliving or staying - it's just the finalrelease, or the biggest release.

  • Notes on Identifying Narcissists

  • Notes: Ego in society discussion

    Part 1 of the discussion on ego in society - notes for all the main areas, tied to my personal shift.

    Not something I’d usually post, but group members enjoyed it.

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